Had me in a predicament that left me shaken up like a bottle of fizz. 

Mind in a state - got me thinking maybe it was my fault & not his.

Head games

Heart pain 

Knowing things can't be the same. 

Can't help but question whether I'll ever love again. 

Conflicting thoughts attempting to drive me insane. 

Never thought I'd be THAT chick. 

Ego shouting at me: 'HOW YOU LET HIM TAKE YOU FOR A PRICK?' 

Stomach tightening. 

Feeling sick. 

No wonder giving your all is a concept that is so frightening. 

Cupid didn't hit me with an arrow 

More like a bolt of lightening. 

Because our love was electric. 

On high voltage. 

So I guess a fuse was always gonna blow. 

But how was I to know? 

When your a slave to loves power 

You never once think that something so sweet .. could end up so sour.

Wish that you didn’t have to be out on the roads,

But it is what it is,

I’ma continue playing my role.

Drop you a ‘Roll Safe xx’ text

& Keep you in my prayers

& when you need to talk, just know that I’m all ears.

Because I aim to uplift you

That’s why I hold it down

Makes it all worth while,

Knowing that I’m the one who makes you smile

When the rest of the world makes you wana frown

Your intelligence & creativity

Makes you stand out from the crowd

Compared to you, any other guys – all a bunch of clowns!

Is my head up in the clouds?

Yeah that’s a possibility,

Could just be caught up with the ways that you’ve been charming me,

But the comfort in your kiss

Encourages me to venture further in this risk.

The strength of my faith

Allows me to see past what others may judge as weakness within you

Because I understand your methods of defence,

As I do the same sh*t too.

We’ve been blessed with an opportunity

That i’m determined not to miss.

But at the same time I remain aware that balance is the key

So in return, all I expect is the upmost amount of respect & loyalty

& I know I’m not perfect

So just show patience with me.

Give & take…

As long as we get that right

I’m certain that things will continue to flow as natural, as water in a lake.