MY CRANIUM IS CURRENTLY IN COMPRESSION MODE,
EMOTIONAL OVERLOAD
I DO MY BEST TO HOLD IT IN
BUT THAT'S FAST FEELING LIKE A SIN
SICK OF CONVERSATING WITH PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT THEY CAN RELATE TO ME,
WHEN BLATANTLY,
MY FRUSTRATION HAS A LEVEL OF PAIN THAT THEY FAIL TO SEE.
SO WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LET ME BE?
HOW TUPAC SAID, 'I EXIST IN THE DEPTH OF SOLITUDE'
SO WHEN I DON'T COME ACROSS AS TALKATIVE,
PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M BEING RUDE.
BUT WHEN CAUGHT UP IN MY THOUGHTS,
I'M FAR FROM EASILY AMUSED
THE TASTE OF BLOOD HAS BECOME FAR TOO FAMILIAR
FROM ALL THE OCCASIONS OF BITING MY TONGUE
REPEATEDLY MADE TO FEEL THAT MY VIEWS DON'T COUNT
SIMPLY BECAUSE I AM 'YOUNG'.
BUT MY CONNECTION TO THE UNIVERSE PROVIDES ME WITH A UNIQUE STRENGTH,
A HUMBLE FORM OF CONFIDENCE,
THAT ENSURES ME THAT ONE DAY MY WINGS WILL BE FULLY SPREAD,
NO MORE STRESS ON MY HEAD
NO MORE HURTING MYSELF IN ORDER TO HELP OTHERS
IN SIMPLE TERMS.. MY MIND STATE WILL BE EXCEEDINGLY GOOD!
SO I REMAIN PATIENT AND FAITHFUL
WHILST JUDGMENTAL MINDS CONTINUE TO HAVE ME MISUNDERSTOOD
I can relate Mz_SK.
ReplyDeleteKeep on pumping these out, its' more than therapeutic;
its' inspirational to others feeling the same pain.
Stay strong princess;
Salam.